Sitting in the crook
of a tree I saw my first naked woman;
she was an orange leaf in summertime, blundering
around my thirteen-year old breasts, my ten-year old body.
My ass hurt in the notch of the tree. And Luce, moaning
like only a twelve-year old girl moans, shoved her tongue in
my belly button. It was then I knew how to belong
to someone else. I believe I thought of Barbie that day.
I believe I should have thought of Barbie.
I thought of my mother and father. The wedding
and make-believe children. The children & wedding
theyd planned for all their girls. The jewels
my father said were locked deep between
our child thighs in a treasure chest. And the loss
of the thousand dollars he promised his last two
virgin daughters, if only wed swallow the key.